I finally got over myself and posted some videos to my gaming channel on YouTube! I don't even care if anyone watches them (not true) or not, I'm just really psyched that I finally started. I've posted four videos in the past two days, and I've got a lot of ideas for new videos, too! I'd be honored if you'd go check it out - if you like and subscribe it would be a huge help to me, so thanks in advance. If you have any ideas for gaming videos you'd like to see, I'm definitely open to recommendations! Here's the link PamIAm Gaming If you're reading this, thank you!!

A little over a week into the new year - the road is a little rocky right now, but nothing I can't handle. I've been making a serious return to my religious beliefs and have been rededicating myself to my faith. I have called myself Pagan for many years, but my true roots are bound in Wicca and I've been working towards returning to those roots recently. The Tarot is speaking its truth as always, and I'm glad to have pulled my head out of the sand and started listening again. You can't keep doing the same things and expect anything to change. I've made a few "test videos" for the gaming channel, but the results are so disapointing that I don't have the courage to post any of them yet. I'm also starting to realize that the scope of what I wanted to acheive is pretty demanding and I need to move a little slower. In other news, I'm getting closer to my goal of a vehicle in 2023. It's so easy to get bogged down in everyday life and lose sight of your goals. I'm trying hard not to fall back into that pattern. I've also had some meetings with the higher ups at work and have made some positive changes to my work schedule - reducing my hours a bit will hopefully alleviate some of the anxiety I've been up against lately. Let's take a moment here to talk about books - I finally finished Stephen King's Fairy Tale and WOW what a great read! An amazing fantasy tale with a great plot and an exciting adventure that includes a lot of mystery - so much so that it left me wanting to learn much more about this new world that SK has created here. I highly recommend this book!